To me,

The thought that I can dismiss God aside like he is nothing is the scariest thing. What kind of person do I have to be to shove aside my creator, my one source of hope on this temporary place I'm in?

Not to take away from God's divinity at all by comparing him to our humanistic nature, but truly, think about it. What happens when we get into a relationship with someone? We don't wait a week or month to remember to call them up and tell them we care about them. We don't leave our closest friends hanging while we run off and do whatever we want, then turn back to them and expect them to still care for us as much as they did before.

But we do it to God all the time, expecting him to be there for us, expecting him to help us, expecting him to love us. And why? We accept Christ into our hearts. HE SAVED US. he saved us.  I mean..... there would literally be nothing to live for without Him. it's impossible to even begin to comprehend how much our God has done for us. And what do we do? We blame all of our problems on him, we scream that it's His fault when things aren't going right, and we pat ourselves on the back when things finally seem to turn the right way.

what? I mean... what? How selfish can we be? He laid down HIS LIFE for us and more often than not we turn the other cheek.

I guess what I'm praying for this week is the strength to stand up and appreciate His love and to love Him back. Because He, more than anyone, deserves every ounce, every fiber of our beings.